Im NOT like the others

• Posted by Karen Elena Tea October 9, 2013 1,718 views
  click to rate

  For the  longest  time  here  some of  my  GS sisters asume  that  I am just  any other  CD  here .  Well  I wanna  clairfy  that  Im NOT !   most  girls  here who  i ve  had the privlige to  know and  chat  with  have a  comon  goal  in mind .  that  goal  that  most  here have  it s to  transistion  with  use  or  help  of  HRT  and  later  on  have  SRS done . Well  I  have to  say  Im not  one  of thoes who  wants this . I hope some of you  dont  get  me  wrong  or  upset  by all this .  I  have  thoes  times  when I  oftan wonder  what I am I  doing here ??  I do enjoy  the  chats with of  of you  and I  love  hearing your story to understand why  you want to  be  come girls.  Im at a point  in life that Im  "unshure" of what to  do  next. My  life outside this site is so  diffent then the  one  i  lead here.  My  life  outside this site  is  no  bed  of  roses and I  have  taken  my  lumps  .  Ive  thought  about  it for a  very  long time  and from what  I  found out over  the years  here is  I  canT    transition.  I am trying  very  hard  to  move on  with  my life  as  painfull  as it  can be  . Latly  Ive  been trying to  focus  on a  part  of  my  life  thats never  got  much attention.  that  part  of  me  is  my  'love  life " dateing  is  all  new  to  me  and very  demanding .  So  ive  been  trying  hard  as  of  late  to  try and  fix this  problem . I  can  honestly  say  its  not easy trying to  make  not  jusy  my  own dreams come true but another  as well.