I would like to first offer my full Apollogie to thoes who read my blogs and to thoes who have supported me. I would like to talk about a journey that I talked about here in my blogs. I am refuring to my relationship with my Gf from Russia. As difficult as it is for me , I have ended my relationship with this person with a very heavy heart. I will admit I had some doubts about getting this person to come to Canada . I know some of you girls have said this would not work out for the best and I dont put blame on no one. it has occured to me that both Elena and I are simply victumes of the times and or our countries politices. We have tried to make this work and I hoped it would but there are too many difficuties to over come . We started off as just pen pals that as time went on became more of a love affair. We both had something to offer one and other as I looked at the "big picture" . I wanted to work because not that I do love her but because she was to fullfill a big part of my life that was missing . I ve never got the opertunaties like most have to date someone . I ve never been in this romantic position befor not like this . I have been in grade school and it left a bad tast in my opinion . As young kids and into our adulthood we dont realise that someday we need someone in our lives to love . I spent a good portion of my life trying to take care of my health issues to the point that I never took the time to fall in love with someone. Time and time again growing up I heard everyone say "you have to look after yourself" so this is what I did from the age of 12 til now . The sad fact is that it took a heart attack in 2010 and bipass surgey to drive home the fact I need someone to love befor its too late. I have no regreats of what I did for this person in regards of finacial help . Its been said you can t take it with you when you go and how I feel now is going ....where I dont know . I am hurt but not biter at her or I but at the situation we both found ourselves in . I will do as I always have looked after myself and continue on but this journey is now at an end .
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