nothing much really

  • click to rate

    well its nearly christmas again, and i have to say that, each year it gets worse for me. i used to love all the hype and excitement, but the last few years i never have the money to buy the pressies i would like and it depresses me.

    i am feeling very low rite now and could do with a bloody good cry.

    in many ways its been a crap year for me, first i find out that the person im havin an affair with is a xdresser, then over the months i have 3 uncles die.

    i was made redundent and was out of work for 7 months.

    tasha ends up in hospital, and the other day i found out that my brother and his mate were shot at. they had had a nite at the pub and were just sitting at the bus stop talking wen a car drove past, my brother and his mate had just moved, if they hadnt, the missile, of wotever it was, would have gone through one of their heads, the police didnt want to no, they hadnt got time, bastards, sorry.

    so i cant say that i have had a brill year, apart from meeting a lot of u girls and going clubbing, which has been brill.

    so i hope i have a better year next year, and i hope all u do too.