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Posted by Kari Johnson
September 18, 2008
Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs
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Time to get ready to face another day and as I understand it can go either way. I suppose it is really up to me how I face it. In my heart I am vey sad and alone but I have a lot to be thankful for. I need to try to focus on that. The pain inside is very real and hard to ignore. I will put on my work face and get the job done attitude for work today and then we will see how that turns out. Right after my dad was killed I was pulling long hours ,staying usy so as not to think too much about it. I would work at night with the ipod cranked up on external speakers so that noody could hear me sobbing as I was painting resident rooms. I work at an alzheimers care facility and I get to wear a lot of different hats to get my job done. It is a perfect jo for a person with ADD as I never get bored as anything can happen. We actually had a fire that destroyed one of the rooms after I got backfrom my dads funeral. Things just got ack to normal from dealing with all of the fire damage from this past May. I am going to try and be more thankful and positive today. Karen