Up for another day

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    Time to get ready to face another day and as I understand it can go either way.  I suppose it is really up to me how I face it.  In my heart I am vey sad and alone but I have a lot to be thankful for.  I need to try to focus on that.  The pain inside is very real and hard to ignore.  I will put on my work face and get the job done attitude for work today and then we will see how that turns out.  Right after my dad was killed I was pulling long hours ,staying usy so as not to think too much about it.  I would work at night with the ipod cranked up on external speakers so that noody could hear me sobbing as I was painting resident rooms.  I work at an alzheimers care facility and I get to wear a lot of different hats to get my job done.  It is a perfect jo for a person with ADD as I never get bored as anything can happen.  We actually had a fire that destroyed one of the rooms after I got backfrom my dads funeral.  Things just got ack to normal from dealing with all of the fire damage from this past May.  I am going to try and be more thankful and positive today.  Karen