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Posted by Kari Johnson
November 6, 2008
Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs
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I liked my therapist and hope that we can turn things around for me and my family. I don't expect to ever be cured of my transness as I don't believe it is a disease but rather a brain malady or disorder. I am tired of my wife intecepting my hormone package shipments. I suppose I will have to have them delivered elsewhere. AS I have said before I want the curves and the smooth skin and less hairy body and I am willing to pay the price of growing breasts and possibly going all the way but it isnt a decision to be made in a day. I am still very depressed and weary and suicide plagues my thoughts. I want to get better but i guess I also want out if possible. My wife is angry at me now and I must go. She is bein a watchdog over me and i am tired but I guess it means that she cares. I gotta go. Please help me see hope. keran