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    Phil Rizuto, former catcher, former manager of baseball, is many times quoted for his "colorfull" language - some strange. He once said "It's deja vue again."

    Well that's about how I feel - broke my diet over the weekend- demon Irish whiskey "done me in." Here it is Wednesday and I have firm resolve to avoid drink this weekend. As I told my beloved wife "This is a hell of a time of year to be dieting." But the doctor said either I lose weight and bring the BP down or he' have to put me on meds. I don't like meds - I'm dependent on a CPAP machine to keep breathing during the night and I take meds to keep the shingles at bay. To me that's dependence and as  "super girl" I must be at my best. Got to save the universe...or whatever.  I could cheat - when I get my next appointment I could call in and get it moved to a later date - by then the holidays would be over and I can really work on losing weight - like starving - oops that won't work either. I love my own cooking.

    I read these threads in which a tranny bemoans why things are the way they are. Well, I guess I'm lucky - I know who I am - I'm a Tranny and a proud Tranny at that. Unfortunatly, a plump Tranny and I've got to lose weight. I'm trying- but as my dear sainted mother used to say "You're very trying." I don't think she meant that as encouragement.

    I'm glad I have this opportunity to vent. I'm bonding with Eddy from Absolutely Fabulous.

    bye from fat Gracie