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  • 06 Mar 2013
    i am an almost 23 year old, so far cross-dresser, who lives in the basement of my moms home where i tend to hide my true self from my family. i live in secrecy because when i do come out, in a way, to test the waters if you will, my family makes me feel like crap for doing it. i have gotten some very nice comments from them as well my mother is envious of the shape of my lips and my legs. i have been dressing up ever since i was very young. i have been asked some interestion questions recently, like how far i would like to go with cross dressing and posibly beyond. i kinda dodged the question with the answer, asking me those questions is like asking a six year old if they would enjoy sex, they dont know about it so they cant answer properly. i think i did well at keeping it secret but now i feel i should come to terms with what i am and figure out just how deep this runs. i have read some accounts of transgendered people who have written about why they chose to go through with it, how they went about it, what they went through and what they felt along the way. i have noticed a few similarities between the acounts ive read through. knowledge of them being different from a young age, cross dressing, enjoying 'pretty' things, and a strong dislike of their own penis, strong enough to make them want to have it changed. well when i add in my own comparision the only thing that does not match up is the strong dislike for my penis, although i cant say that i am particularly fond of it either. i guess i just need to get more information and talk to someone who can actually interact with me and ask questions, the kind that will make me think, guide me along experiments that might give me some insite into how deep my cross dressing stems.
    1157 Posted by Lorelei S.
  • 17 Mar 2013
    so this weekend had been fun. i wore my outfits this whole weekend. my mom's reaction has been mild, untill she brought my sister over. she kinda let my sister have the freakout for the two of them. the freakout was much bigger than moms but still less than i expected, i hope they dont tell my father. that will be the freakout of the century, and i am not ready for that. my moms reaction was more or less just that i need to lose weight so that i fit better into the clothes i have. my sister kinda said my style was like that of a hooker. she was a bit pushy about it but it was laundry day and she found all my handwashables hanging out to dry. my mom is upset about it because i wear a smaller size than her. my sister is kinda still processing it i guess i assume her freakout will continue till i figure things out.
    1121 Posted by Lorelei S.
  • 10 Mar 2013
    Late yesterday, really early today for some of you, my girlfriend and I had some pleasant conversations with some of you. I would sincerely like to thank those who participated. We got to talking afterward and some hurtful things where said by both of us, and I just finished calming her down after a very emotional talk about what I am going through and and why I feel like I need to go through this journey. from what I can tell she is more accepting of the idea than she was before, it's all just a matter of phrasing it the right way and giving her the information she wants and being their for her as much as she needs to be here for me. I love her and I hope this feeling never goes away. She was kind of upset by the things I said as much as I was hurt by the things she said but after much crying, on both sides we pulled through in one peice and I hope she forgives my selfish words as I have forgiven her hurtful words.
    1099 Posted by Lorelei S.
  • 15 Mar 2013
    so i am going out today with my GF and we wil be going to the club that i told some of you about. i hope i find that the club is friendly to people like us. but we shall see. i am beng a coward though because i am not going as me but i i will be checking it out to see if it is a good place to go out as me. i hope this works out well. has anyone had issues with bartenders when going out as yourself and your ID gender doesnt match your projected gender? any tips to preventing or explaining the situation, other than getting a different ID for the other gender?
    1002 Posted by Lorelei S.
1,008 views Jun 21, 2013
Sleep forever
Well there goes my job out the window. This is like one big long horrible nightmare. Every time I begin feeling good about myself something terrible happens that knocks me back to square one. I wish that I could either sleep untill this whole thing is no longer a nightmare or wake up from the nightmare. Either one would be nice.


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  • Joanne Lee
    Joanne Lee This is happening everywhere not only in US. At least you have money coming in
    June 24, 2013 - Report
  • Lorelei S.
    Lorelei S. ..my last paycheck won't keep a household of four afloat very long. I was the breadwinner. One of us can't work leagaly and the other two are in part time minimum wage jobs. With out my job we won't last in this house too much longer.
    June 24, 2013 - Report
  • Joanne Lee
    Joanne Lee Well you will just have to try charity. I do volunteer work as such and we never turn anybody away
    June 25, 2013 - Report
  • Rhonda Armstrong
    Rhonda Armstrong I just read your 6/8 entry. i was mightly impressed. You are something lady! I wish I had your deturmination when I was your age! I would have been soo much further than I am now. But that was yesterday and there is nothing I can do about that. Any...  more
    July 2, 2013 - Report