Freedom!

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    so today started out as an average Sunday. i woke up laid in bed, then wolfy came into my room and 'woke' me up. i got on some girly pants and some heels and took her to donate blood. they could not find her vein so somehow i was talked into it. so here i am for half an hour in a bus with my tights and heels up in the air and easily visible, in the parking lot of a church. so i go shopping, its already been exposed that i am in heels so whats a little more shopping going to do. we bump into my pastor, who knows about the whole situation and i fear i was kind of embarrassed that some one notice me by name. so i kind of sped out of the store to my car before i looked to wolfy and said oh i am so glad it was the pastor and i didnt have to explain anything. so i get home and mom noticed i donated, and askes if i want to go out to eat. i tell her yes but sleep comes first. i wake up at 3 ish and mom askes where i want to go, i have to choose fast because my sister in law is coming over at 6:30. i choose a local pizza joint, and ask if we should freak out my sister in law by having her meet lorelei. "yes" so i did something i have not done in well over a year. i shaved all the hair from my face. mom and wolfy join together to help me get my makeup done and what you see is what you get. mom then pulled out a picture of her from high school and it looked like me as i am today. so here i am Lorelei. accept me or leave me alone. that was my attitude today when i walked from the car to the bar/pizza place. i walk in head high wolfy and mom tailing behind. i ordered a drink and the waitress asked for ID, i blush and ask for my purse. pulling out my ID i put my face in my hand defeted, emberrashed and hiding,  as i had it over. she looks at me looks at the ID looks at me and hands it back with an "ok" for responce. she brings the drinks and i ask, had i not ordered a drink that got me carded would she have even remotly guessed." she had to look hard to come up with, "your a bit tall and stocky. that would have been my only clue." we eat and i ask her if this is one of the oddest things shes delt with. "no not even close, i once got in the whole cast of rocky horrer picture show in full costume, and they where rather skimpy. though if you dont mind my asking is this a personal life choice or is there a show in town i dont know about?" i was speachless and wolfy had to answer for me. she explained that she had friends that did drag shows and beyond. high fived me for getting out there, then mome explained that this was my first outing in full outfit and makup. and she was funny about that, looked at me and was practically speachless. "really? well you look good. better than some people." the waitress was so kind i was almost brought to tears. i had to do something i got up and thanked her for being so kind and hugged her.

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