happier.....methinks

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    I'm feelin a bit happier this morning,cos all my fears about yesterday were unfounded.I went to me mums for dinner....and it was just like a normal day,surprising what with all that's gone on.Got spoiled as usual(surprising when you consider i'd been a right a**hole to her).It's time i started thinking about her feelings a lot more...cos mums have them too!I know i have a problem,possibly GID(gender identity disorder) so i am taking sandra's advice and am going to make an appointment to see my GP and see whether he can refer me on to someone who can help me come to terms with what i am(TG)...all this time it was me thinkin i was nuts...and DON'T anyone dare agree with me....hehehe.One thing that has helped in a way was a phone call last night from meredith.Its always so good to hear her voice,cos it always cheers me up.So as you can tell,i'm not feeling too bad this morning...i'd even go as far as to say i'm happy...i think