feeling rather low

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    i'm feeling rather low at the moment,just havin one of those days.What started it off was hearing about everyone's plans for TM in manchester next weekend.Hearing about outfits,hotels,whos going with who and the like has made me a little bit jealous to say the least.I would love to go,but living where i am makes it nearly impossible cos i know no-one round here i could go with.i would'nt want to go on my own cos i wouldn't feel good.Hearing from christina,what's gonna be done to get joanna l there makes me a bit jealous of her.I have nothing at all against her cos she needs a night out en  femme, i just wish someone would do the same for little old me!.that's made me even more determined to get to at least one TM in london if it kills me.just needed to get that off me chest,and if i have offended anyone by what i have said earlier then i offer my sincerest apologies cos i'm not normally like this.On the other hand i have karen coming next week to stay the weekend,so i should be grateful for that i suppose.Cos i am so lucky to have her.When she comes we're gonna take some new piccies,of which i will send you all a few when i get them done.I am sorr yif i sounded a bit sad,i love you all really specially my karen,jules,nena,chris,alex,lucy etc............