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If ever i needed me friends it's now,cos last night i had the most dreadful news i could have imagined and i'm in a real mess inside.I got a message from karen last night at 7-45,to say that she wasn't coming after all cos of her knee.I was absolutely devastated,she left it so late to tell me.I'd been up til 3-10am yesterday gettin the place all ready for her coming,but to get this news has been a real kick in the guts.Excuse me while i wipe the tears from me eyes so i can see to type.I'd been trying to get hold of karen since monday with no joy,when she left the message last night she was in inverness!!!.just why,i wonder.so if i seem sad to anyone,you'll know the reason why.Infact last night i literally cried meself to sleep,silly i know but last night i was heartbroken.I know karen didn't go out of her way to upset me,i just wish she'd let me know sooner.One good thing to come out of all this,is the fact that i'm gonna be able to get to august's TM so i can meet you all.....and i cannot wait cos then you'll all be able to see the real,gorgeous,attractive..maria at long last
