havin a moan

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    this might seem like i'm havin a moan and in a way i am. Whenever any of my friends here on TW are down and need cheerin up,i always try and be there for them to help them through their rough times.Last night i was feelin rather down and needed somebody there for me..but there was no-one!.All my friends were either out or something.I could have done with a big hug last night but there was no-one there to give it to me,which made me feel rather sad.There are a few good friends i'll always be there for (meredith,melody,cerys and christina),but in future i'm going to put one person first  for a change...me!!..cos if i don't then no-one else will.I'm sorry i'm feelin this way but last night i tried getting in touch with karen again but she put the phone down on me,which i can't really blame her for ..seeing what i did.That's the real reason why i was so sad last night and needed to hear a friendly voice,and have someone to chat to.I feel a bit better this morning having got this little lot off my chest.Just maybe,things will start picking up for me....you never know!!