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I've not been feelin too happy recently as you know,but last night i decided that i needed cheering up big time.So i had a long hot bath,took absolutely ages over my makeup and got meself all tarted up,and settled down with a bottle of wine all to myself.It was a hoot,specially as how one of my neighbours happened to glance up at my kitchen window as i was opening the bottle.So i blew him a kiss and you should have seen the look on his face..it was priceless.I spent most of last saturday windin him up too(just ask christina!).This gave me the perfect lift,cos i have something today which i just have to do.Most of my family know about maria,bar one..my younger brother who knows nothing of what i do.I am feeling a wee bit nervous cos i'm not sure what his reaction will be.I'll just have to take a deep breath and say to him " i've something to tell you and i'm not sure you'll like it".If he doesnt,well that's too bad cos i am who i am,and i'm not changin for anyone..family or friends,cos i have to say that i've never been happier doing what i do.Besides that, i have loads of friends here on TW..but there's only a few i can call special friends.One of these "special" friends is Meredith.God knows..she's had some really rough times recently.It's about time something good happened to her for a change,cos she really is a lovely person who doesn't deserve all the sadness she's getting at the moment. If i could do it,then i'd reach out across the pond,give her a GREAT BIG HUG,and tell her things will be ok.I love her to bits cos she's always there for me,as i am for her.
