i hate myself

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    As some of you know, i should have been meeting sarah in norwich on thursday but now i can't go and i feel like s**t for letting her down.I haven't been too good recently,and i was really looking forward to seeing her as well,but i've been in bed for a few days with a bug i picked up and i was hopin to be well enough to go and see her,but it's not to be.So why do i feel so bad for lettin her down at the last moment.I emailed her earlier to let her know what was what and suggested that we arrange something for when i'm better..possibly having her come over to lowestoft to spend some time with me.I've asked her to call me at the weekend so we can have a chat..and try and make up for missing out on thursday,but whether she will or not is another matter.I Really do hate myself for letting her down but what else can i do?I need a BIG hug to cheer me up cos i'm feeling quite sad.