iwant to SCREAM!!

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    I was having a good day today...at least i was until the mail came.The Jobs i was waiting to hear from all sent replies today,and they were all "thanks but....no thanks"..how damned y annoying is that.I kind of expected one knock-back,but three...it's more than i can take.I am getting really fed up with the way things are going.I must have been all round town,to various agencies and the like but no-one seems to have anything...and those that do have work,want people with more skills than what i've got and it's so depressing..it really is.I'm not sure what to do next,i just suppose i have to keep trying(although why i do,i dont know).What more must i do to find something!! i really feel fed up at the moment.Now i kind of know how Meredith felt when she was looking for work ....and it aint a very good feeling at all.I may well end up having to go back to college and retrain in something else...but what's the point if it's not going to lead to anything.I know one thing that will put a smile back on my face...i'm going to go and get dressed "en femme",and say bollox to all of them.I've applied to these places once...and they are not going to have me again!!.If you think this is a moan,you are damn well right...At least now i feel better having got that lot off my chest.I'm now going to try and get back to my normal,happy self....well at least i'm going to try!!.