why do i feel so sad

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    well i`ve just had about the worst weekend ever!! firstly my mum found out i had been going out "en femme"and we had aquite a row.i was called a few unpleasant names,and accused of being selfish and only thinking of myself.It felt like i was being accused of not considering the feelings of the rest of the family...well what about me,don`t my feelings count too?.you get the picture.."what will people think if they see you"To be honest i dont care!!.then i should have been speaking to my friend sarah,but i have heard nothing.i sent her a message saying when i`d be about but it seems like she did`nt get it.I bet she thinks i don`t want to talk to her well,sarah babe if you`re reading this..YES I DO!!.I am binning hotmail after this and going back to yahoo.I tried cheering myslef up my getting all dolled up and that did`nt work.I`d had a cry and all my mascara had run.I coudn`t even have a drink...cos i`d got none in the house...so i have not had a good w/end.Hope yours has gone better than mine,although i am a bit more cheerful now,but not by much.