things were getting better....but

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    Just when i thought things were getting better,this happens.I should have spoken to my friend sarah on the phone saturday for the first time.I was just as nervous as she was.I sent a message sayin i'd be home from 11 am and to call then,i waited til 12.30 then came out to check my mail.It seems as though she did'nt get the latest one i sent,cos she'd sent me one.If only she knew that i wasn't bothered at all by what she wrote.I then re-sent the message via hotmail,yahoo and excite but i heard nothing from her so i don't know if she got any of them.I then waited in,the rest of the day but nothing!!.I wasn't very happy when i went to bed so i decided to try again on sunday...i sent a few messages,waited for her to call but got no reply again!.I'm just wondering whether she doesn't want to talk...i just have this feeling in my stomach.Maybe i am worrying about nothing but i can't help it after i had my heart broken by karen.Once was bad enough...hope it's not going to be twice.Sarah,if you're reading this then, "Please call me soon  i DO still want to talk.I hope you do too hun,please get in touch soon.And any of you girls has my permission to give me a slap and tell me not to be so silly.I know i am being silly.....aren't i?