first small steps

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    I AM ONE VERY HAPPY GIRL,COS TODAY I GOT THE CHANCE TO DO WHAT I`D ALWAYS WANTED TO DO,AND THAT WAS TO GO OUT "EN-FEMME" IN DAYLIGHT.OK,IT WAS ONLY UP THE ROAD TO RE-DELIVER A FEW LETTERS THAT WERE`NT MINE,BUT AT LEAST IT WAS A START.I WAS A TAD NERVOUS AS I STEPPED OUT OF MY DOOR WEARING MY PINK TWIN-SET,BLACK SKIRT AND HEELS.I THOUGHT TOMYSELF "GO FOR IT,GIRL"..SO I DID,PICKING UP MY BAG AS I WENT.COMING BACK,MY MOBILE RANG SO I HAD TO ANSWER IT DID`NT I?I FELT SOOOO GOOD JUST BEING OUT THERE,JUST LIKE ANY OTHER WOMAN.I GOT A FEW LOOKS BUT THOUGH TO MYSELF..WHAT THE HELL!!..IT WAS A TOTALLY AMAZING FEELING TOO.CAN`T WAIT FOR THE 13TH,COS I HAVE TO MEET MY FRIEND SARAH AT THE STATION,COS SHE`S COMIN TO MY PARTY..BUT I AM MEETING HER "EN-FEMME",AND I`LL HAVE A WEE BITOF MORAL SUPPORT COS CHRISTINA`S COMIN WITH ME TOO.IT IS GOING TO BE A BIG MOMENT FOR ME AND I CAN`T WAIT.ME,OUT AS A REAL WOMAN.....LOVE IT!!!!!!!