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I am taking yet more big steps today.This is something i've thought long and hard over but i'm going to do it anyway...i've decided to go full-time as maria from today.I have realised just how much happier i am this way.It makes me feel more relaxed and at ease with things.There have been times where i have wanted to dress and not been able to and i'd become a right grumpy old bugger....so i have taken the bull by the horns and gone for it.I'm sat typin now...yes i am dressed,and YES i am sat in library...boy does it feel good!Later today i have an appointment with my GP to see whether there is anyone he can refer me on to,who i can talk to about my feelings..and where i want to go!My heart's telling me one thing...and my head's tellin me something else.I have decided to follow my heart cos i feel that's the path on which i feel most happy and content...just being me!Never in a million years did i envisage this happening to me when this year began....but i am SO happy that it has.I am glad i've had you all here to share my experiences with.
