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I have had the news i was dreading last night....i've been dumped again...and by email too.That heartless cow chrissy has decided to get back with the wife,only she did'nt think to tell me until now.I am absolutely shattered cos i really thought we had something special together..how could i have been so wrong!It seems like i've been used all along.What's really upsetting me is the fact that i introduced her to TW in the first place and now that's all gone pear-shaped.That's twice in less than a year that i have been dumped in this calllous fashion and i can tell you it hurts like HELL.I just dont know what to think anymore cos my heads so screwed up at the moment,and my heart it quite literally in pieces.I went out last night to drown my sorrows...which i did big-time cos i found out that cider and champagne do not mix! Whilst there i did get an invite to an engagement party in may...for "anna-maria"!! which i intend to take up if i can find something suitable to wear.That made me feel a bit better but not by much.I'm filling up with tears now as i'm writing this.Just when am i going to find someone who will love me for who i am not what they can get out of me.One thing is for sure,i'm not letting this spoil my party on saturday cos i have REAL friends coming to that...not just one minute wonders like a certain person i could mention.I can honestly say i've never felt so sad in my whole life.Girls i need a bl**dy big hug right now....anyone got one going spare......
