thankyou so much.....

• Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall February 17, 2005 Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs 870 views
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  As some of you probably know by now,i've had my heart broken again and am trying to deal with it the best way i can....by keeping a smile on my face.It's hard i can tell you but it is something i just have to do.I get times where i think.."what if??" but i try to block them out.I have to say what's touched me most is all the kind words and comments you girls have left for me..(god,i'm fillin up now).It's hard for me right now to accept that it's happened but it's something i must do.Like the saying goes.." i've taken a kicking but keep on ticking"...or something like that.I am now putting all my energies into sorting things out for this weekend,and then i'm gonna have one hell of a party on saturday night with REAL friends not some one minute wonder.I did find out one thing on tuesday night and thats cider and champagne do not mix!!..best bit was the champagne was free!!(good or what).That kind of cheered me up...but the one thing that brought a smile back to my face is the fact that i've been invited to an engagement party in may.It's one of the friends i used to play darts for,who's getting engaged and i've been asked if i'll go.you're damned right i'm going!!All i have to do now is find something suitable to wear!! At least i have somewhere safe to go for an evening out,and where i've been accepted too.I still get some looks but i get that anywhere...so i'm not particularly bothered.To get back to what i was saying..thankyou so much from the bottom of my heart s for all your kind words...this is just the reason why i joined TW nearly 2 years ago.I feel like....sorry,i know that i have a second family and it's all of you here.I love you all so much!!For now,this girls gonna put the past behind her and start enjoying herself again.....