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It seems just recently that things for me have gone from good to bad....and from bad to Worse and i don't know why.Firstly i have had probs with kids chucking stones at my windows,cracking several of them.This culminated in them putting a brick through the window downstairs.It looks like i will now have to move cos i've been given 2 months to leave where i am. I have now got my landlord blaming me personally for all the damage thats been done to my place,and we had a blazing row after i said to him "don't you BL**DY dare try laying that one on me" I'd have got more sense banging my head against a brick wall. On top of that i got some more unwelcome news as well.I have found out that i will never be welcome round at my mum's for sunday lunch anymore...it's not my mum that's the prob...it's my dad.He is findnig it very hard to accept me being TG and has said under no circumstances will i be welcome "en-femme".That hurts....i mean REALLY hurts cos it seems like he's denying that i exist!I know he's not been unpleasant to me but i am finding this so hard to accept.I couldn't stop crying last night cos i feel like the whole world's against me,now i know that is not true but thats just how i feel inside..and i do not like the feeling.I know i'm not the only one to say this but why the hell can't people let me live my life the way i want to instead of coming out with all this ,spite and nastiness.I guess thats just societys attitude to something they can't ...or don't want to understand.I say to people now.." i am who i am.If you don't like it...FKNG TOUGH!
