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Girls, i'm just in the process of pampering myself.....bath's ready, i'm even gonna do my nails once i come out.You're all probably wondering why i'm going to all the trouble( apart from it being a girl thing)so i'll tell you why.Tonight i have been invited to a good friend's engagement do....the first time i have ever been invited anywhere en-femme.Some of you may think it's no big deal...but to me it is, and i just want to look my best .You tell me any girl that doesn't like to look her best on a night out! It kind of makes me feel that i have ben "accepted" so to speak. It's taken a while but i feel that i'm finally there( if you can understand all that) I have an outfit sorted out that will turn a few heads...My silky pink top and black satin skirt should do the trick. i have a great pair of legs so it's time i showed them off i think.One other thing that's come out of this is that i have ALSO been invited to the wedding in september...not just the evening do but the whole thing inc the church service.For her first invite to a wedding......what does a girl wear??..answers on a postcard please!..Seriously though, for the first time since taking the decision to live F/T back in nov 04 have i felt truly happy.I know i have had probs along the way like with those br*ts and my landlord but i feel like i have cracked it.I would have been lying to myself if i did'nt these things WOULD'NT happen...well they have and i've dealt with them the best way i know how. I have also found out that alot more people care about me than i previously thought.....and that makes me one VERY happy girl indeed .
