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I don't think i can feel any worse than i do right now. Today i recieved some bad news, and i still can't take it all in.I've been told that it's VERY unlikely now that i will get any funding/grants to help get my TG group off the ground and to top it off, the counselling course i'd got enrolled on may not go aheadas there isn't enough people down to do it. I think they have 4 inc me but need double that for it to start.
I have given this whole thing 110% in effort and the like but i feel like such a failure for not having succeeded in something i was so determined to make a go of. Even with the best will in the world i couldn't finance this thing myself as i'm not working. The Job centre suggested a loan but there's noway i could pay it back. so now all my well intentioned plans and dreams are in ruins and i just feel as though i've let down the people i would have helped, had i got things going. This girl feels like such a failure and i know i'll probably be told otherwise but i can't help the way i'm feelin right now...SO sad....
