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Well i went....but it's not good news and i'm feeling pretty fed up about it. I called in to the college today to enquire about the course. Apparently it is going ahead BUT there's a Bl**dy big obstacle in my way. The course itsself will cost round £120, which is money i simply don't have. I did ask if i could get help from the learning support people to pay but the maximum i'll get is 50 % which mmeans i would have to pay about £60 myself.....i can't even do that!!!. This has given my confidence quite a knock, cos i SO wanted to do this but now i can't . I know i shouldn't but i feel like i've failed myself.....and that hurts i can tell you. I do have one other option left open to me, but if that goes wrong too then i'll have no option but to abandon my plans altogether which will be so sad cos i feel i'll be failing all those s that live in town but have nowhere to turn to for support. But let me tell you this, i will NOT be giving up until i have looked at every possibilty( and there's not many of them either)
I will probably cheer up a bit later, but right at this moment i am feeling pretty sad & fed up.
