missin my LOVEBUG

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    well, if i can stop cryin for long enough then i'm gonna TRY & blog if nothin else. Charllet has just recently left on the long journey back to cumnock after spending 10 romantic days in lowestoft with me.....10 of the BESTEST days ever for the 2 of us. Her trip down was littered with delays at Edinburgh, missed connection at peterborough & a Derailment at Thetford which meant she didn't arrive until 6.45pm one hour late. It was a stressful day for the both of us but 3 bottles of wine certainly helped to relax us. We managed to get out EVERY day & had a great time cos we'd gone for a good long walk in a local park & took lots of pics too which i'm gonna enjoy lookin through cos it'll remind me of a wonderful time spent with my lovebug(charlllet).We sure didnt go hungry either cos whilst here i actually cooked a meal from scratch cos it was charllets BD the week before & i wanted to do somethin nice for her......& things could not have turned out any better than they did which was good. Yesterday was so hard as i was tryin not to think about today but the harder i tried the worse it got. I wasn't even gonna go on-line last nite but charllet insisted that i did so i had peeps to talk to.Was up just after 6 this mornin cos i'd booked a cab to take us to the station. Now WHY is it that when you look forward to somethin the time seems to DRAG on & on but yet when its actually here & happenin, the time just flies by which it did in our case. I stood & watched charllets train til it was out of sight.....THEN the floodgates opened & i could not stop cryin my eyes out...a mix of sad/happiness. Sad that charllet had to go home, but happiness that we shared a truly wonderful time together. And who knows this time next year charllet could be livin here PERMANENTLY & that truly would make little old me the happiest girl in the whole wide world......tis all true i tells ya!