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I've not been feeeling too happy as of late, what with not getting the job & a few other things so last sat nite i decided to have an evening at the pub as reward for all the work i'd put in to my course. Came home around midnight & as i walked into my porch i got the shock of my LIFE.....cos who's head should i see poking round the door.....Charllet!!. She'd snuck down and and not said a thing to me about it. i knew she'd be coming soon but not this soon. It'd been late june since i saw her last & had missed her so much it truly did hurt, so i wans't surprised one bit that i was in tears, tears of sheer joy i might add too. We'd shared a bottle of wine before hittin the sack around 1.30am
Sunday was an easy day as we didn't really do all that much, infact the whole week was like that. We didn't go anywhere special or do much except the normal everyday stuff & we both got a LOT more pleasure out of that than anything else. It was just so nice to spend the time in each others company, & nice too to be cooking for 2 instead of just me so charlllet sure didnt go hungry. Boy can she whip up a mean curry....& it was Good too mmmmmmmm. The time had just gone SO quickly cos we were havin fun....next thing we knew it was friday & her last day here. I think i did pretty well keeping the water-works under control although there were a few tears last night cos i didn't want her to go. Hence the fact i did not get a wink of sleep last night. This morning was just as hard if not harder cos the local trains weren't running so we had to be at the station intime for her to catch the bus to Norwich & Trains from there home.I Gave her a BIG hug before she climbed aboard the bus. I was fine up until that point, but when the bus pulled away that was when the flood-gates really opened and i could just not stop crying. I'm surprised i could see the bus drive into the distance but despite the floods of tears i stood and watched until i could no longer see the bus anymore.
Can't tell you how much i'm hurting inside right now & it seems 100% worse this time. I'll tell you this much, when you love someone as much as i love charllet then the parting never ever gets any easier. BUT i know in a few short months time( Jan 3rd to be precise), she will be back and for longer this time.
OK i'm feeling really sad right now & it'll take a day or so to get myself sorted again, but i now have January to focus on now & i for one can't WAIT til then cos charllet will be back where she's at her happiest and thats right here by my side. oh god i can feel the waterworks comin on again.....but i am a soppy cow where charllet's concerned but i cannae help it.
I love her SO SO much & that'll never EVER change!!
