It never gets any easier......

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    I wish i could say i'm happy right now but if i'm honest i'm not happy at all. Charllet left to go home this morning after spending the last 9 days here with me, & i have to say we had a wonderful time as always. Just doing the normal everyday things while she was here gave us both a lot of pleasure & lots of memories  too. We did get over to Norwich on saturday for the day which was fun cos neither of us had been there before. Spent ages wandering round the chapelfields shopping centre, stopping at one of the many cafes for a drink. But as the saying goes all good things have to end eventually & thats what happened this morning at 6.40am when her train left. Through the tears, i stood & watched until i could no longer see the train's lights. I had been trying so hard not to cry but i never have been one for bottling up my feelings......but thats just me. All day long i've had this song by aerosmith in my head & the first few lines sum up just how much Charllet really means to me....

    "I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
     watch your smile while you are sleeping
     While you're far away & dreaming
     I could spend my life in  this sweet surrender
     I could stay locked in this moment forever
     Every moment spent with you is a moment is a moment i treasure"

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