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  • 28 Oct 2005
    Well i went....but it's not good news and i'm feeling pretty fed up about it. I called in to the college today to enquire about the course. Apparently it is going ahead BUT there's  a Bl**dy big obstacle in my way. The course itsself will cost round £120, which is money i simply don't have. I did ask if i could get help from the learning support people to pay but the maximum i'll get is 50 % which mmeans i would have to pay about £60 myself.....i can't even do that!!!. This has given my confidence quite a knock, cos i SO wanted to do this but now i can't . I know i shouldn't but i feel like i've failed myself.....and that hurts i can tell you. I do have one other option left open to me, but if that goes wrong too then i'll have no option but to abandon my plans altogether which will be so sad cos i feel i'll be failing all those s that live in town but have nowhere to turn to for support. But let me tell you this, i will NOT be giving up until i have looked at every possibilty( and there's not many of them either) I will probably cheer up a bit later, but right at this moment i am feeling pretty sad & fed up.
    856 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Well i went....but it's not good news and i'm feeling pretty fed up about it. I called in to the college today to enquire about the course. Apparently it is going ahead BUT there's  a Bl**dy big obstacle in my way. The course itsself will cost round £120, which is money i simply don't have. I did ask if i could get help from the learning support people to pay but the maximum i'll get is 50 % which mmeans i would have to pay about £60 myself.....i can't even do that!!!. This has given my confidence quite a knock, cos i SO wanted to do this but now i can't . I know i shouldn't but i feel like i've failed myself.....and that hurts i can tell you. I do have one other option left open to me, but if that goes wrong too then i'll have no option but to abandon my plans altogether which will be so sad cos i feel i'll be failing all those s that live in town but have nowhere to turn to for support. But let me tell you this, i will NOT be giving up until i have looked at every possibilty( and there's not many of them either) I will probably cheer up a bit later, but right at this moment i am feeling pretty sad & fed up.
    Oct 28, 2005 856
  • 27 Oct 2005
    like  the title says, tomorrow's gonna be an important one concerning my vision of setting  up a TG support group in Lowestoft. I had a letter from the college today regarding the counselling course i'm trying to geton. I have been given a start date of 2nd Nov. There is one thing in my way, and that's that the course will cost £120 to get on and that's money i just haven't got. I have to go in to see them tomorrow, as i  may be able to get  the learning support group to pay for it, seeing as i'm not working.if not, then i'm screwed.And of course there has to be enough people interested in  doing it or the course won't go ahead( even if i can get it payed for) It'll be fun going back there cos  the last time the place was on half-term. Tomorrow it'll be busy as hell, but i'll handle this little  challlenge just like i've handled everything else...go in with my head held high. make or break may be a tad strong, but if things don't go as planned then it'll seriously damage my ambitions. Thanks to  some bloody pen-pusher not doin their job, i  haven't recieved the funding  advice i was after and it doesn't look likely i will get it either. I have made several appointments with these people and have been let down everytime so as far as i'm concerned they can sod off. So as you  can probably tell, i'm feelin a tad nervous about tomorrow and i just hope i get the news i'm hoping for...of course i'll keep you all informed of my progress too, so wish me luck girls cos i think i'm gonna need it. 
    856 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • like  the title says, tomorrow's gonna be an important one concerning my vision of setting  up a TG support group in Lowestoft. I had a letter from the college today regarding the counselling course i'm trying to geton. I have been given a start date of 2nd Nov. There is one thing in my way, and that's that the course will cost £120 to get on and that's money i just haven't got. I have to go in to see them tomorrow, as i  may be able to get  the learning support group to pay for it, seeing as i'm not working.if not, then i'm screwed.And of course there has to be enough people interested in  doing it or the course won't go ahead( even if i can get it payed for) It'll be fun going back there cos  the last time the place was on half-term. Tomorrow it'll be busy as hell, but i'll handle this little  challlenge just like i've handled everything else...go in with my head held high. make or break may be a tad strong, but if things don't go as planned then it'll seriously damage my ambitions. Thanks to  some bloody pen-pusher not doin their job, i  haven't recieved the funding  advice i was after and it doesn't look likely i will get it either. I have made several appointments with these people and have been let down everytime so as far as i'm concerned they can sod off. So as you  can probably tell, i'm feelin a tad nervous about tomorrow and i just hope i get the news i'm hoping for...of course i'll keep you all informed of my progress too, so wish me luck girls cos i think i'm gonna need it. 
    Oct 27, 2005 856
  • 20 Oct 2005
    well today certainly has been a funny old day today. I had a letter from the job centre today....nothing strange there you might think , but it was addressed to Miss Anna-Marie trindall....the first time they've ever used my femme name to address me!  But what should have been a good day has turned out to be a not very happy day cos Charllet should've been down in lowestoft with me now, but because of her eye probs she's not been able to come. Every time i've looked at a clock today, i have thought about her and where she'd have been if she was coming. But before i go  any further, i will just say that we have arranged another date for comin down & that's the 10th November (20 days from now). I can tell you NOTHING will stop us meeting this time, not even if i get the job i've been after!! We have both waited so so long for this moment and we sure as hell intend to enjoy every moment we're together.  
    888 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • well today certainly has been a funny old day today. I had a letter from the job centre today....nothing strange there you might think , but it was addressed to Miss Anna-Marie trindall....the first time they've ever used my femme name to address me!  But what should have been a good day has turned out to be a not very happy day cos Charllet should've been down in lowestoft with me now, but because of her eye probs she's not been able to come. Every time i've looked at a clock today, i have thought about her and where she'd have been if she was coming. But before i go  any further, i will just say that we have arranged another date for comin down & that's the 10th November (20 days from now). I can tell you NOTHING will stop us meeting this time, not even if i get the job i've been after!! We have both waited so so long for this moment and we sure as hell intend to enjoy every moment we're together.  
    Oct 20, 2005 888
  • 16 Oct 2005
    I honestly never expected to find true love right here on TW but i have....and i've never felt as happy as i do right now and it's all thanks to the gorgeous miss Charllet Gellar, who i love so dearly. i'd like to dedicate the following words to the love of my life,cos she means SO much to me "everytime i look at you,baby i see something new that takes me higher than before,and makes me want you more i dont wanna sleep tonight,dreamins just a waste of time when i look at what my life's been comin too i'm all about lovin you"      
    957 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I honestly never expected to find true love right here on TW but i have....and i've never felt as happy as i do right now and it's all thanks to the gorgeous miss Charllet Gellar, who i love so dearly. i'd like to dedicate the following words to the love of my life,cos she means SO much to me "everytime i look at you,baby i see something new that takes me higher than before,and makes me want you more i dont wanna sleep tonight,dreamins just a waste of time when i look at what my life's been comin too i'm all about lovin you"      
    Oct 16, 2005 957
  • 14 Oct 2005
    I'm so relieved to have heard from charllet today, cos she called me from the hospital to say that everything went well. She had the operation yesterday morning, and it was a success! All being well, she should be able to come home either later today or tomorrow depending on what the doc says. She then has to have a period of 10 -14 days to recover fully before she's back to normal. I can tell you these last few days have been tough on me, what with me being so far away from her.It feels like a huge weights been lifted from my shoulders and i cannot tell you how happy i am. i've given her something to look forward to by gettin her to come down from cumnock to spend some time with me once she's fully recovered. After what she's gone through i reckon charllet deserves spoiling and thats just what i intend to do. 
    908 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I'm so relieved to have heard from charllet today, cos she called me from the hospital to say that everything went well. She had the operation yesterday morning, and it was a success! All being well, she should be able to come home either later today or tomorrow depending on what the doc says. She then has to have a period of 10 -14 days to recover fully before she's back to normal. I can tell you these last few days have been tough on me, what with me being so far away from her.It feels like a huge weights been lifted from my shoulders and i cannot tell you how happy i am. i've given her something to look forward to by gettin her to come down from cumnock to spend some time with me once she's fully recovered. After what she's gone through i reckon charllet deserves spoiling and thats just what i intend to do. 
    Oct 14, 2005 908
  • 12 Oct 2005
    I  know i shouldn't be worried but i am very worried and i can't help it.  Charllet should have been comin to see me next week but we'll have to re-arrange things, cos as i write she's on her way into hospital to prepare for a much-needed eye operation tomorrow to repair a detached retina. I know she'll be in the best hands but i cannot help  but be concerned about her. I suppose it's only natural cos i love her to bits, and after what's gone on before i feel i have finally found the girl for me....and she feels the same way about me too.it's safe to say i'll  be saying a  prayer for her before i go to bed tonite, as tomorrow i'll not be ablt to concentrate on anything i do.......and with good reason too. I'll keep you all informed of her progress as soon as i hear anything.
    951 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I  know i shouldn't be worried but i am very worried and i can't help it.  Charllet should have been comin to see me next week but we'll have to re-arrange things, cos as i write she's on her way into hospital to prepare for a much-needed eye operation tomorrow to repair a detached retina. I know she'll be in the best hands but i cannot help  but be concerned about her. I suppose it's only natural cos i love her to bits, and after what's gone on before i feel i have finally found the girl for me....and she feels the same way about me too.it's safe to say i'll  be saying a  prayer for her before i go to bed tonite, as tomorrow i'll not be ablt to concentrate on anything i do.......and with good reason too. I'll keep you all informed of her progress as soon as i hear anything.
    Oct 12, 2005 951
  • 12 Oct 2005
    Well as some of you already know, i had a job interview lined up for today. I have literally just come away from it,knowing that i have done my very best to get that job. All i can do is wait and see now and hope that i'm lucky. God knows i need cheering up in a big way cos yesterday i had some dreadful news. I can't say too much about it at the moment, as i've not asked the person involved if i could add it to my blog....i will keep you posted. But i can tell you i didn't sleep a wink last nite and there were a fair few tears shed, but i'm happier this morning..god knows how i got through the interview but i did thank god. Now if a certain person is reading this (c?) i want you to know how sorry i am that you can't make it down to see me, that i love you so very much and always will........
    950 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Well as some of you already know, i had a job interview lined up for today. I have literally just come away from it,knowing that i have done my very best to get that job. All i can do is wait and see now and hope that i'm lucky. God knows i need cheering up in a big way cos yesterday i had some dreadful news. I can't say too much about it at the moment, as i've not asked the person involved if i could add it to my blog....i will keep you posted. But i can tell you i didn't sleep a wink last nite and there were a fair few tears shed, but i'm happier this morning..god knows how i got through the interview but i did thank god. Now if a certain person is reading this (c?) i want you to know how sorry i am that you can't make it down to see me, that i love you so very much and always will........
    Oct 12, 2005 950
  • 07 Oct 2005
    Well...it seems like i have some good news at long last on the job front, as i have an interview for that job centre job i went after. It's next wednesday at 11.30..so fingers crossed that thnigs work out. Things just seem to be going from strength to strength, cos as some of you may already know i met and fallen head over heels in love with a i met right here on TW..her name is Charllet Gellar and i loves her to bits. In just under 2 weeks she's making the long trip down from cumnock in scotland to see me.I just know it'll be the most romantic,emotional and fantastic  few days in both our lives. I haven't had that much luck recently but i couldn't be any happier. It's as though someones sent down an angel from heaven...in the form of charllet. God i wish these two weeks would go quicker cos i'm getting butterflies in the tum  & hot flushes just thinking about her.......
    999 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Well...it seems like i have some good news at long last on the job front, as i have an interview for that job centre job i went after. It's next wednesday at 11.30..so fingers crossed that thnigs work out. Things just seem to be going from strength to strength, cos as some of you may already know i met and fallen head over heels in love with a i met right here on TW..her name is Charllet Gellar and i loves her to bits. In just under 2 weeks she's making the long trip down from cumnock in scotland to see me.I just know it'll be the most romantic,emotional and fantastic  few days in both our lives. I haven't had that much luck recently but i couldn't be any happier. It's as though someones sent down an angel from heaven...in the form of charllet. God i wish these two weeks would go quicker cos i'm getting butterflies in the tum  & hot flushes just thinking about her.......
    Oct 07, 2005 999
  • 01 Oct 2005
    " Never saw the sun shinin so bright Never saw  things Going so right Noticing the  days Hurrying by when you're in love My how they fly"   Dedicated to Miss Charllet gellar, a wonderful girl who i love dearly.....
    853 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • " Never saw the sun shinin so bright Never saw  things Going so right Noticing the  days Hurrying by when you're in love My how they fly"   Dedicated to Miss Charllet gellar, a wonderful girl who i love dearly.....
    Oct 01, 2005 853
  • 28 Sep 2005
    Rarely has song got to me and made me cry....but this one did! i bought  the latest JBJ  cd   yesterday,and was listening to it when  the  song "welcome  to wherever you are" came on and immediately it struck a chord with me. In particular the  following piece.. "be who you want to be, be  who you are everyones a hero, everyone's a star when you want to give up and your hearts about to break remember that you're perfect, god makes no mistakes" God i'm fillin up now. I guess what i'm sayin here is that in a general way,  that if you want to be who you are then you should be able to, despite the crap society chucks at us. i've not had the best of times just recently, but the love of a certain girl here  has made me realise that although sometimes things go wrong, you never stop fighting for what you believe in!
    945 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Rarely has song got to me and made me cry....but this one did! i bought  the latest JBJ  cd   yesterday,and was listening to it when  the  song "welcome  to wherever you are" came on and immediately it struck a chord with me. In particular the  following piece.. "be who you want to be, be  who you are everyones a hero, everyone's a star when you want to give up and your hearts about to break remember that you're perfect, god makes no mistakes" God i'm fillin up now. I guess what i'm sayin here is that in a general way,  that if you want to be who you are then you should be able to, despite the crap society chucks at us. i've not had the best of times just recently, but the love of a certain girl here  has made me realise that although sometimes things go wrong, you never stop fighting for what you believe in!
    Sep 28, 2005 945