For a long time ive been kicking myself for doin something that I thought at the time was right . I let myself fall in love with someone who I thought really loved me . Ive been unhappy since the whole ordeal took place and I was dumped like comon trash to the curb. this experience has haunted me day in and day out and Yes I know I need to move on with my life . Ive been doing so but thoes harsh memories are there like a scar that can t be erased . Ive learned alot about my inner feelings and ive searched my heart and I can say I did notthing wrong .It has not been easy for me these last few years and ive been thru alot . I think i can say ive weatherd alot of "storms of life " well ! the future for me is very uncertain both as a CD and my health . so far I am doing much better but not everyday is a rose but its ok .