Well my dear sisters for some of you who been in the chat room with me ,you know that ive been talking about a new love interest. I know its foolish to send someone who i hard know money. Yes I really did to a foren country to a girl who i hardly even know. What I do know is that she a "GG " who really loves me as I am . I know you wondering does she know about "karen" the CD ? yea she does. the thing is i have yet to tell my familiy about her and what I had to invest. first I want to say I understand and know whats its like to be poor. My grandparents where not rich by any means and my grandfather worked ever day to feed 17 kids . From what my new GF "Elena told me her family was like mine in ways . For me I seen an opertunaty to help someone who desurves a better life . We all know what is going on overseas and how dangerouse its becoming . I feel if I can offer her a chance to a safer and better life . as for Karen Im unsure what is in store for her . I am hoping that my gf and I can work things out or compramise that I may be still able to dress fem. I dont want to say my time here is short only that I m un certan of what s to come within the next few weeks or month . I hope that i can write to you all with great news but will see .