acheaving a dream

• Posted by Karen Elena Tea October 28, 2013 952 views
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  Ive  had this dream  for many  of  years and  Ive tried  so  many times  to  make it  come  true but it  only  ends in failure. Ive spent a  lifetime  of  feeling alone  in the world, ive  felt many times like  I did  nt  belong.  I know all this sounds like  Im talking about  beeing  a  CD  or  beeing  transgendered but im  not .  this about  wanting to  be  like any  normal  person  TS or  not   and  having someone they  can love . For the  longest  time  Ive  wanted to  be  happy  in life and evertime  ive tried  ive  failed. from  my  grade school days  up  til  2  months ago  Ive tried to  acompilish a  dream . Ive spoke  many  times  in  the  chat room about  having a  gf .  Ive  had  one  befor   or  should  I  say  she  had  me  and  tossed  me to the  curb like  trash "Rubbish". Ive  never  thought  Id  ever  recover  from such  a  heart  breaking  experince  . Ive  had  to  over  come  other  things  in my  life  just  to  mention   bipass surgery 3  years  ago . ive  had  to  face alot  of  hardships   befor  but  like a ship  on a  ocean  ive  weatherd the storms  of  life . I  never  gave  much  thought or  much  faith in  "online " dating . At this time  Id  like to  thank  some one  here  who  told  me something  one  night in the  chat room . there  name  is  "doanna  Highland '   a  canuck  sister  here  of  mine .  She advised  me about  the dangers  of  "online" dating and  dating  someone  for another  country. Ive  have  used her advice  like  "guide"  and  I  beleve  by  doing so she  has  not  led  me astray. In the  next  few  days  its  looking  very  possible that I will  be Acheaving  my  life  long dream .    I  have  many times  prayed  and asked  for a  "Angel" to  be sent  to  me .  So  ok  my  "Angel " is  Russian !! ....lol                  .......But  Im happy !!