"What to say or Not say "

• Posted by Karen Elena Tea December 22, 2013 842 views
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  It  has  been  an understanding that there are some of you  girls  like to read  my  bloggs and  I ask  myself  why ? Why do so many  read  my  bloggs ?   Ive  been writing these  bloggs  mostly  to  express  sometimes  my concerns. there  have  been times that I  vented  my fustrations  as well  . It surprises me  the love  and sometimes speratic  support for  me . On  March  24th  2014  will  be  my 6 th year ive been  here . Ive  done  lots here in regards of  supporting  others  and  "newbies"  here  and welcoming  thoese  new  to the  chatroom. Id  like  to  say in my time  here Ive  never been one  to  ask  for anything in return . Im not a  person that seeks  "Reconition" for  past things  I  may  have  done  . I  find it sometimes difficult  when I  am in the  chatroom to  put  on a  "cheerfull or  brave face " for  others .  I do this because thats who  I am   and I  beleve  its what defies  me as  A true Canadian . I  have strong  beleafs  in whats rright  or  wrong . I was  once  very  happy  here  and  nothing  gave me  shuch joy  as  beeing here with you all . Its difficult  to admit  that  I  offtan feel  discontent  with  beeing here and  I  miss  the  old  fun days  of  "Tranny Web" . Its thoes  days that I felt  happy but now  I really dont  as  much  and  I fear that  perhaps  I  may  have  to  step back . I  really  can t  say what  2014  will  bring  because I  hate looking too  far ahead. there are so many "unkown" factors that we should  not plan  too  much . Id  like to say  I am certan  that  my  GF  from Russia  will  be  here  but I will  not . we are  trying to work things  out over time and so far things are  looking  fair  . this  relationship is  very  dificult  but all so  managable and  like a  ship  on the  ocean its sailable. For  me this  is "un chartered   waters " and something that I dont  have the  experence  dealling with . I am trying to  do  my best  for  both parties.