Will there be a 7 th year for me!

• Posted by Karen Elena Tea March 10, 2014 1,021 views
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  Every  year  in March on the 25 th   I take a long hard  look  at  my time ive spent on this site  and I try to  look  back on it all . To tell you all the truth I really did  nt  have any expectations  of  beeing part of  a site  like this for this amout  of time. most sites  by  now would  of  asked  for  "membership dues "  and if not  paied  they would expell you . it s true i expect  that  "Axe " to  fall on  me  and force  me to  eather  become a full  member or  leave . i ve  got alot  of  friends  here  but its  taken me 6 years to  get them and there are some that i  come to  love  dearly. Its  very  difficult  for  me to  hold on to  something that  at one time   gave  me so  much joy  then  but its slowly not so  now . it does amase me  sometimes the amout of admoration some  have  for  me  and the want  to  see  me  acheave  a dream . Most  memebers  know  Ive  had it ruff  for a time and  now  It looks like  things a  changing for the  better for  me . it is these  changes  that  has  made me think  about what im doing here  and who im doing it  for . Someone  once said  that "im good  at  helping others but  not so for  myself" Yes  its true  im the  last  to  help  myself but latly  Ive  been  changing that. I dont  know  if i will stick around much longer  or not this  site  I feel  has "out gown"  members like me  I  feel . ive  sat  for  hours  going  thru  my  friends  list and ive seen there are alot who  I  no longer  hear  from or ever see on this site . So  I asked  myself where did they  go ?  who is still  here  ?  I  beleve  most  have  moved on with there  lives  or simply  no longer  need  this site .