Closer to the heart

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    Recently I was hospitalized with  another   Foot  infection I  had spent  2  days  in the  CCU ,because things where  out  of  hand . After getting control again they  transferd  me  to   a wing  of  our  hospital for  recovery  and  release. After  beeing there  only  minuts  i  recived  a  text  from  a new  friend i  had  just  met  this  winter . She  and  I  hit things  off  very  well  and  we  mostly  spent  our time chatting and  going for the  odd walks . It was in one  of  our  chat  sessions that I  had  met  her  befor and that  she  was  from the  same  street as me .i m thankfull  of all that  time we  spent  chatting and  just  hanging out . We  even  had  some  competition between us  as we where  both  diebetics  and we  try  to  out  lower  one and  other . Coming into  the  hospital i  has some  doubts that this would  end  very  badly  by  me possibly having  what was  treated long ago  done.   Yes  Amputation of  my  whole  foot not  just  toes this time . I  had  seen  my  GP  only 3  times  since  been tranfered   and  he  was  not  pleased  by what  he seen of  my  condition  and  made  me  a promise  that all will  be  good and  i  could  come  home. one  reasion  for  coming  home was a  very "close  to  the  heart " day  for  me . June 15  is  not  just  "Fathers Day"  but all  so  my  fathers  birthday  and  it  means  so  much to  me  to  be  home . My GP  made a  promise that  he would try  hard  for that  day but  it was  possible  i  may  not due  to the  Redness  and swelling . As  Friday  came I  had  found out  my  new  friend  was  going  home  and  it was  looking that Id  be  alone and my  promise  may  not  come  true  since i was  told my  GP was  in and  gone !! I  had  claimed  to  my  friend  befor  leaving  if this  promise  for sunday  was  broken. there  be a  funeral on  monday  and  our city  would  be  minus one  GP. As  I  sat  in the Sunroom  watching  hwy  traffic  pass  by I  contemplated  what  to  do  next  . Just then   I  hear someone  coming down the  hall  and  they  enterd  the  sunroom . It was  my GP  who  had  come  back  after  taking  care  of another's   problem  and  he  had most  wonderfull  news .  Your  Going  home !!  he  said   as I  promised  you  are and then left. that  news  had  made  me  becume "Emoinal " and  i  Cried .  It  had taken  me  some  few  mins to  pull  myself togather  and  head  back  to  my  room  to  pack  for  my  trip  home. I  have  to  admit  I was  not as  bad  as I was when i returned  home  from  3 weeks  in after  heart surgery in 2010. I think  one  of the  main reasions  I did  nt  totaly  breakdown  was the  fact  of the news  i  recived  just  befor  going in . the  news  of  my  GF  "Elena"  coming to  Canada  on the  27  th and the  fact  that  I  have her in  my  life . Her  love  for  me  is very  strong and she  cares  deeply  about  my  health. I  have  to say theres  been  doubt  not  just  from  me  but  others  here  . this  person is  not  lieing and  her  love  is  genuine for  me !!     Shure  nice  to  be  en femm again !! ...lol