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    Cross dressing  for  me   has  been like  reading a  good  book  or  novel. As  you read on  page  by  page you  cant get enought  and  you  can t wait  for whats  next. Soon  you reach  the  end of that  book or  Novel and  you  ask yourself whats  next .  Well thats where  I find myself  what  do  I do  next  and  I  have  turned a  new  page  or a  few  in my  life . No  I  m  not  leaving here ...not  yet anyways but you  never know these days . My  relationship with  my  Russian  girlfriend  "Elena" has  come  to  a  screeching  dead  stop ! I ve done  all i  can to  help  her arrive  here  in Canada  but  because  of  political  issues  with  countries she will  not be arriving.  This  was a another page  in my  life that I  turned bucause our  relationship  is over  and I  can t  do  anything about . In the last few  weeks  I  have started  something totaly  new  with  a  new  Girl friend  and this one  is  showing alot  of  good  promess. this  new  girl  "Polina"  is  like  a  breath of  freash air with out any worries . I  have  been doing a lot  of thinking  mostly  about  my  dressing  fem . I  have  been thinking about letting go  of  it  all  because  its  become  something  lees    enjoyable  for  me . My  latest  bout  with  my  right foot  that  is  still  not  recoved  from has  made things un pleaent . I know  most would say  that  Heels dont  make the  girl  or the woman but it  is a symble that  Cd s  want  to  be  identified. Im  like  everyone  on this site that  loves wearing  fem  heels ,  but  now  at this stage  ofthe  game  I  can  no longer  wear shuch things  as  heeled  shoes or  flats   anymore . I  dont  feel anymore that I  can continue with  my  dressing .it  had  become  much  more difficult  for  me .  Another  page  tured  !    The  End .

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  • Traci Lee O'Gara Karen, your urge/need to dress will never go away no matter how many times you purge your clothing and all...you are what you are and that is somewhere between the gender binary...accept it and just do the best you can with what you have to work...  more
  • Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor There is no question that Traci is right in every way, Karen. We all are in that part of the gender spectrum, and "are what we are". Teenagers are fortunate in that, in civilised countries, they have never been subjected to society's previous need to...  more