A new Chapter in the Life of "Karen"

• Posted by Karen Elena Tea July 15, 2019 980 views
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  Hello  my  Sisters !  Its  been a few  months  since  I  last wrote about  any thing  new but  here Goes ! Cross dressing for me  has  always been something that I had to  hide from  my  friends and  mostly my  Mother. My  Mom  knew  that  I  liked dressing up but she  never  showed  much support of  it over  the  years . It  was hard  at first from the  age  of  17 but  as  time  when on my  love  for  it  grew. I ve  been  dressing  up from the  beginning with no  help from anyone and  I am proud that  I  did  it  this way . Since  I  started  on this journey  of  what  I  called  it  "Undercover Womanhood " I  ve  learned a lot  about  myself and  some  of the  reasons Why  I  like "Cross dressing " . Its  has  all ways  been a  way  for  me to  express my  female feelings but  it  has  all so  been a way  to  express  my  sexual side too. A  good  sister  of  mine  from this  Site once  asked  me  this  question "Do  I  dress  because  I  like having sex when wearing  a  dress or  do  I  dress  because  I  want  to  be a  Woman ?   This  question has followed  me  since I  was  asked  this way  back  in  2010 . To  be  honest  I  did  not know  how  to  awnser this  question until now but  at that  time I  did  like  having  "Sex"  in a  dress . Now  that  so  much  has  passed my  needs and wants have  changed and one  thing that  has  changed for  me was the  fact  I  don't have  to  hide "Karen" from  my  Mother . In  December of  2018  I  lost  her  to  Cancer and  my  world  changed forever . We  all  knew  that  her  time  on this  earth was  ending and  she  tried  her  best  to  make  it as  "painless" as  possible on  me and  my  family .  One  day  she  said  to  me " my  time  here  will come and  out  of the  blue she  told  me  I  could  have  All her  dresses . It  blew  me away that  day  she  said this  to  me and  if she  only  knew about  the  time  I  stole one  of  her  dresses and  had  it  for  2  years .  I  miss  My  Mom dearly  and  to  Honor  her  memory  When  I  know  dress up  I  wear  Perfume . This  something that  I  have  never  done  since  I  started to  dress up . As  I  said before I  ve  learned  to  dress up and do  my  own make  up  on my  own but  soon I  will have  some  much welcomed help  my  soon  to  be Wife .  What  can  I  say  about  my  darling Wife other  then she the  most understanding partner A  person  could  ever  have . She  the  new  Love  of  my  life and  she  supports  my  "Cross dressing  "  Fully .  I  feel so  "Blessed" to  have  found someone to  share  my  life and  my  Fem  things  with  . I  feel  like this  is a  New  beginning  a  New Life for  "Karen' and  I  can t  wait  to  see how All this  turns  out !