My Dear Sisters I find my find myself oftan deep in thought about what could of been. For the past few months I was in a relationship with what i tought was someone who I though cared deeply as i did. The past few wees have been a reall emotioal roller coaster that came to a squeeching stop. I really thought for once in my life I found someone who cared about what is inside of me . Most of my dear sisters here know how kind and respectfull i am to others . This person that I though so highly of did something that I thought was very hurtfull . At first I was very emotional and deeply hurt by the coments that was made about my demeanor. this person has never met me in person , yet She made a vissous coment that I was a chovenist . This person I refer to is also a "Wiccen witch " and she used her powers to spy on me . She has tossed our relationship because of my behavure with personal G males that I hang with . From this she assumes that i am Chovenist without ever meeting me in person . My sisters I am not what she claimes I am nor do I beleave that I am . I t has been a week since this was all came to an end and now I can t help but wonder where do I go from here ? I know most of you will say to just move on . but I have to ask to what ?? I really dont know myself what to do , but I know I wont forget this . What angers me is the fact what it took me to heal from my last crush .
March 12, 2012- -
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