For a very long time Ive hoped and prayied that someday I would find a friend my own age who would understand. It has been a very long journey and a very ruff one at that . There was a time here that I simply loved comin to the chatroom to meet new girls and hoped that someday things would be better . This was one of the worst winter months for me to the point that Ive never been so depressed and felt so out of place on the site . I had over the winter though about very much to just "dissapear " and leave this site . I all so thought about just packing up what little wardrobe i have as karen and make up and just demote it all to my basement . For some strange reasion I never boxed any thing up and hung in there . I beleave there was a good reasion or person behind it all . My hunch was right and low and behold a new "member " apeered in the chat room that has somewhat breathed new life in karen . Im not totaly shure if this person would not of come along when she did or not . but I know it was possible that at some point in time here I would of left this site . I am hoping that she helps me change things around and helps me clarify just who I really am . Im hoping too that this person can help me have the fun with dresssing i once had many years ago . I hope we can both learn from each other and become the greatest of GF's without this I beleave karen may suffer . For a very long time Ive been sitting at a cross road when it comes to dressing . many options was in front of me but I lacked the inparation and drive to move into a dirction that was right for my dressing. Most of you here are aware of my health issuse and for that it has afftected my options for moving farwards. I am planning this week to have a good look at thoes opitons with help of my new GP . From there I will find out what I am physicly able to do about dressing , HRT , SRS and so on .
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