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I resently went to a wedding and It was an experince that was supposed to be a happy one not for just the groom and bride , but me as well . i had made a promise that I would attend and that I would be properly dressed "in drab " for this wedding . The wedding was for someone who i though was a life long best friend . we had been childhood friends since the age of 6 and kindergarden classmates . I hold "high regards " when it comes to friends and ive never taken it lightly . When I was 13 , my friend moved away from me and I thought I had lost him forever ! but at the age of 17 , he returned ! Over the years we had stayed in contact off and on til he returned permenently . I know things could never be like they was when we was growiing up , and now he has 3 kids of his own . During thoes years he was away from me , he had married and i was not told of his wedding til years later. I was informed by him that he had no control over the invitations and therefore I was left out . So I excepted his explanation and I had told him "IF " by chance he was to marry for the seconed time I wished to be part of it . He had assured me that Yes since we was friends for 35 years I would be part of it . Well today I attened his seconed wedding and I never felt so "Out of place " like that befor . I was not included in the "wedding party " or was it even memtioned to me at all . I was more or less just another " Face in the crowd" and over dressed . All this has left a bad feeling in my heart for a seconed time . I know I have mentioned here about beeing in hospital for bypass suergery 2 years ago , but I have never said anything about my time there . I had called my so called friend 5 days about the news of me beeing in the hospital . After I had explained why I was there and asking him to come see me befor surgery I expected him to attend. What happened let down hard for thoes next 3 weeks and even thoe i faced a possibily of not returning from surgery I expected him there.
November 13, 2012- -
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