Well my dear sisters I normaly dont have too much of a hard time saying whats on my mind or whats in my heart here . Im afraid at the moment I am having a hard time of it and not without good reasion . In the past month things seemed to be looking good for me mostly with finding another GF . Today I can t say that we are together but I can say we are apart and ive asked for it . Right now I find myself in "hard times " regarding my personal and family life . For me im facing something that some of you have all ready delt with and thats a loss of a perent . My father is in hospital as i speek fighting for his life and the daly news reports i am getting back from the hospital is not good . lately my mind seems to wonder off into old memories and stories of my father and I am finding it hard dealing with the thoughts of him never returing home or even speeking to him . There is this song that rolls around my mind from time to time called "in the living years " by mike andthe machcanics . the reasion why it does is becuse theres something ive never had the heart to tell him and that is IM a CD . He is that only road block for me of taking my dressing farther . In times like this i find it very comforting knowing ive got alot of sisters here who supports me intheses times of need . this is something after all this is over i will not forget and I like to thank all thoes who stand behind me . I find this all so very touching and i love you all TY Merci !!
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