Today is St valentines Day for some its repesents a day of love and affection . In grade schools "Boys And Girls " are giving out cards to thoes they want as there "valentin ". For Me In the past this was a day Ive all ways dredded . It was a day that brough alot of pain to me because I felt "Un wanted " or Un popular" among thoes who I considered to be my friends and fellow classmates . As years when on and I grew up I let this day not get to me like it used to and I learned to just "live with it " . I am blessed by the family and friends I do got , but Ive all ways felt that life has some how short changed me when it comes to finding someone who I can love for my own . Well about a year ago I really thought I had found this person with help from someone who I though was a friend . This person Who i was introduced to , we had become somewhat more than friends . She and I had what I though was a strong relationship .Then as "Fate " would have It I lost this person I was so In love with .for some "unknown" reasion I lost her on this very day . So I would like to wish all my dear sisters here and friends a Happy St Valentine's Day !! and my wish to you all is that its a happy one not sad !!