I am taking steps, small lady steps, and about to commence on Hormones. If you know me you’ll appreciate this this move has taken ages, a lifetime. Even now, as I stand in front... moreI am taking steps, small lady steps, and about to commence on Hormones. If you know me you’ll appreciate this this move has taken ages, a lifetime. Even now, as I stand in front of the Woolworths Pick n Mix display, I am nauseous at the thought of the treats in store. It’s not that I don’t want to taste, indeed there are times when I’d scoff the lot, it’s the fact that I’m about to commence but I’m still in the closet. I just cannot not... What I hope and believe will happen, is that an initial trial period will qualify entirely that this is the right course of action, that I’ll be reconciled in some way, satiated and dare I dream, just feel better? Should this occur then the need to discuss and explain myself to others will be supported not by self belief but also by self evidence. I am fed up of my loneliness, of entrapment and of denial. I am losing grip on my place and need to reposition to gain a handhold in order to cling on. So I am about to commence on Hormones and I tingle in... less
