My experience is the same. As time passes, I change. Things I never dreamed of feeling/thinking now make perfect sense,....at least some of the time, lol, but seriously it's a lot like that "mommy brain" thread I did, it's like my brain is reformatting itself at times. I don't know if is's just my old (child) self is leaking back to the surface, but the change is there. BIG changes. Sometimes I can remember the past and having similar thoughts/feelings so it's hard to say if it's one, the other or both happening.