June 25, 2005 3:25 PM BST
June 25, 2005 3:30 AM BST
Lucy,
One small step at a time, right?
Once again, I like what Sandra had to say.
Like you, I drop hints here and there. But, as Sandra, and others, have pointed out, once it's told there's no taking it back. In my case it might prove to be devastating. I did tell two of my best friends, and they were cool with it. One has a psych degree, so he was naturally interested in it, and the other is actually a police chaplain. Neither have shunned me nor tried to "convert" me.
I'm glad this particular part of your life worked out.
Mere XXXOOO
June 25, 2005 2:56 PM BST
What do you mean you have no family? You have us! And, you're a member of the MSS! That in itself is a ticket to, well, insanity, so maybe I shouldn't have mentioned that!
I know it will work out for you.
June 25, 2005 8:13 PM BST
Hi Lucy-
Good for you, one step at a time is how the journey is made. And as Meredith said, we are all family here, sisters (and brothers) together. And yes, as Sandra said, there will be people who say they understand or try to, but find that they can't and people who just can't or won't even try to understand, but it's better, in my opinion, to be honest about who you are and if nothing else, you will find out who truly cares for you and who your friends really are.
Good luck, girl.
Hugs, Joni
June 25, 2005 9:02 PM BST
My friends here care far more about me than my "friends" and family do. My two ex's and one brother are the only ones who even acknowledged my last bithday out of many who know it. More people on TW did, and far fewer of you know it. I may "lose" friends or even family when I come "out" to them, but I expect to gain far more friends as well as being able to live "my" life. I know this will take courage and proper attitude to deal with. Nothing comes without a price. What we are "buying" is our real lives, freedom, a true sense of self. It is true that there is no going back once "she" is out of the bottle. We can move where nobody knows us, hide our femme self, go back to living in a closet...but we can't regain those who walk away from us. It is a decision not made lightly. So is living your life as a lie, as somebody else, and regretting it a lifetime later. I wish I was a child again knowing what I know about myself now.