January 15, 2006 12:45 PM GMT
wrote this one after getting a really bad nightmare remembering the abuse i got when younger, and the things they said and the fear it caused me
Not nice but art isn't some times
i still get shakey just reading it so posted this wth mi eeyes colssed!!!
Even now drunk gangs of guy's get my nerves racing, scarred me for life, i guess
love and light
chased the demons last night
The Taste of Fear.
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Let's go now and have a beer,
Let's go now and with no fear,
Let's go now and with a row,
Let's go now and kill the cow,
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Let's go now and kick her head,
Let's go now and spill the lead,
Let's go now and give it good,
Let's go now and use night's hood.
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Let's go now and bash the queer,
Let's go now and hurt them dear,
Let's go now and tell them right,
Let's go now and see the sight,
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Let's go now and who's to care,
Let's go now and we will dare,
Let's go now and really push it,
Let's go now and maybe get bit.
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Let's go now and maim the bitch,
Let's go now and scratch that itch,
Let's go now and drink the dregs,
Let's go now and break her legs.
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Let's go now and fetch a bruise,
Let's go now and make her lose,
Let's go now and have a session,
Let's go now and teach a lesson,
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Let's go now and we'll be right,
Let's go now and she'l not fight,
Let's go now and have our way,
Let's go now and gone by day.
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Let's go now and take them all,
Let's go now and we'll stand tall,
Let's go now and it's just fair,
Let's go now and pull her hair.
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Let's go now and bolt the door,
Let's go now and give her more,
Let's go now and show no slack,
Let's go now and not go back.
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Let's go now and 'fore she see's,
Let's go now and while she bleeds,
Let's go now and she'l not tell,
Let's go now and her to Hell.
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January 15, 2006 1:45 PM GMT
So true, Natalie. Art can hurt when opening old wounds.
But you remind me what a great thing it is not being alone anymore.
Linda
Sabina
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