February 1, 2007 7:43 AM GMT
Thanks Nikki! Tonight I am having trouble sleeping. Thing is, I am soo scared and I won't be true to myself. It is to the point where I don't care what anybody else thinks. This is dangerous territory, I know. I really am scared though and it sucks trying to be so strong all the time. You know, putting on the thick skin. I feel like I'm 11 years old and if things don't go as I want, I want to run home and hide! I won't do that. I'm just scared and I want to cry. Tomorrow I want to be Prissy all day and because I'm scared I won't. This will be a part of discussion at group on Friday. Also, I am losing more friends. The reason I can tell is that they don't call anymore. That's all.
January 23, 2007 9:09 PM GMT
I hope it all works out for you at your job. And you look cute, too.
January 29, 2007 5:33 PM GMT
Hi Prissy-
Good for you, hon, being able to be more, even if not fully yet, yourself while at work is so wonderful. It's nice not to have to keep your guard up all the time. Here's wishing you the best of luck.
Hugs...Joni
January 30, 2007 2:34 PM GMT
Best wishes for you Prissy, I hope everything continues to go well.