July 16, 2008 10:29 PM BST
WynonnaRose,
What are you afraid of? Actually once I was afraid of everything similar to you, turns out I was wrong about nearly everything. I have now made it far beyond my wildest dreams for the simple reason I constantly told myself I will never stop trying.
But you are wrong about everything. To start with I live in the state of Georgia, will known for it's rednecks and I have absolutely no problem at all going out.
Next you are wrong about "having" to go to a state licensed doctors and therapists for the simple reason many people cross state lines for medical care daily or even go to other countries for medical care. They just need to be licensed somewhere, geez!
Next you are wrong about the cost of a therapist. Yes some are hundreds of dollars an hour but others are not. And what are you thinking is the frequency of seeing a psych? It doesn't half to be weekly, geez, I went every 3 months for $95 a pop.
Next is doctors and endo's. You do not have to specifically go to an endocrinologist or even a doc that specializes in gender. It helps, but more important is to just have a doc that knows what is going on and you getting the occasional blood test to ensure good health. I personally now only see a GP that has taken the time to work with me and understand my needs.
And knock that fear mongering redneck stuff off. Listening to you you would think the world is lined up outside your door just to beat you up. In your own words you said your GF has told everyone. How often are those she told beating you up?
I live in Savannah, GA not AZ. Do a google search with transgender anything and Savannah. The one thing you will come up with is a murder that had happened here quite some time ago. Stuff happens, thats life. It's up to you if you want to live your life in a closet.
Here are some links that can seriously help you, please take a look at them.
Dr. Bushong
http://doctorbushong.com/faq.asp
This site has lot's of info on doctors in various states with plenty of additional info.
http://www.drbecky.com/thelie.html
Stop living in fear and start living your life.
Best Wishes,
Marsha