January 25, 2010 5:33 PM GMT
Hi Michelle,
This has happened to me a few times but I'll answer in a way that covers the first time as it is probably more relevant to your questions, I must admit, when I first came out, the thoguht of being chatted up would make me cringe as I am not 'gay' in that as a male I never had a male to male relationship. So it was not appealing, until I got rid of my maleness and then something inside my head clicked and suddenly I found myself enjoying the company of men as well. I guess the woman in me took over in the end.
Anyway, on to your questions:
How were you asked out ? - This happened over drinks in a bar, no, not a TG bar, just a regular place where I happened to be with some friends. He didn't know I was TS at first, which was good, but then didn't care when I told him. Had he known I was TS I probably would have been more wary and thinking he was only after a TS experience.
How did it make you feel? - Very good! It's flattery after all isn't it? Although this was tempered with questions of 'why? What's he after etc?' But it always feels nice to be chatted up.
Did you accept? - Yes, and arranged a casual date so that neither of us was under any pressure and it would be easy to walk away from.
How did it turn out? - It was very good, we found we had a lot in common and got on really well. We saw each other again a few times but I'm not saying anything else about it here!
Any Advise? - If it makes you feel good, and judging from your original post, it did, then go for it! You only live once so live to the full. Even if you find it wasn't right for you, at least you would know why. However, be safe, tell someone where you are going, who with, get them to call or text you a few times to make sure everything is okay and don't place yourself in a vulnerable position, as a woman, you are able to call the shots and control the date so that you feel safe and not threatened.
Have you decided what you partner preference is? - I don't really have a preference. I prefer the company of women, and they are much nicer (and easier) to live with, but being intimate with a guy is just, well, different from being with a woman. Why choose? What's stopping you enjoying both?
If you want to know anything else, feel free to PM me.
Nikki