last weekend i when't down to st helens with a friend from the site called paula! we met at the service station half way and as it was the first time i had been out dressed, i was to be truthful crapping myself! we went into the costa at the service station and i was shaking so badly, i was convinced that everyone was looking at me. after about 10 mins i eventually calmed down and after pretty much downing a large red hot coffee i realised that people were walking past me not evan taking a second look at me. but on the way out of the cafe i walked onto some wooden flooring and my heel slipped! nearly went flat on my arse but luckily i grabbed hold of the railing in time next to me. i was sooooo embarrassed by that point, but i was fine again after about 20 fags before we set off down the M6. we went shopping in liverpool and on a night out it manchester and i could not believe how amazing it was, it was like a dream come true! i was really worried about being given "the look" but it didn't happen at all! i was out in a busy city during the day and passing as a female! when we were out in manchester i didn't mind as much as we were in a tranny friendly place but evan then the REAL women in the toilets only realised i was a tranny when i told them. i feel i hell of a lot more confident now and i couldn't of done it without paula. i would also like to thank the other jenni for showing us round canal st, it was a really good night and i can't wait to go again.

So happy for you Jenny!!!!!!!!

Hi Jenny

Remind me not to have my photo taken, when my make up is over 12 hours old, and i.m drunk !!!!! lol.

I look awful !!!!!!!!!!!

But what a weekend, and thanks to the other Jenni for giving us a lift, and showing us round Canal St.

Paula X

Jenny and Paula -

I'm delighted that things went so well for you on your big day (and night) out

Kudos on overcoming the nerves and going for it, and fingers crossed that it won't be long before the next one comes along!

Hugs,

Judith

Congrats Jenny, first time out fully dressed is heart stopping experience, but what an experience.
It must have been great to have a sister like Paula to help and support, There's no turning back now!.

Hi Judith and Janis

As well as trying to look the part ( and i still have got a long way to go there !!! lol ).

Its also about being confident, if you look nervous it will show, and thats half the trouble with us girls.

I could see Jenny getting more confident as the day went on.

Did throw her in at the deep thou !!!!. Shopping in Liverpool on a bright Sat Afternoon.

Paula X

yes paula it was quite something!!!!
today when i read what i had wrote at the start of the thread, i had realised i had forgotten to thank the most important girl!!! Amy
she spent about 3 hours getting me ready (yes i needed it lol), lent me half her wardrobe and then drove me down and picked me up! i felt so bad once i had realised that i had left her out. she means the world to me (trying to not go all soppy) and although i sometimes take for granted how lucky i am to have somebody that not only understands what i do, helps me along the way, i really do appreciate everything she does for me. i know it can't be easy finding out that your boyfriend likes dressing as a girl and it did take her some time to get used to the idea but she has taken it so well. most girls would of run a mile, but not amy. i love her more than anything, she means the world to me! i hope that everyone of you girls can find someone (if not already) that is as understanding and caring as amy. (sorry if i've gone on a bit but i feel better now)
jenny xxx

Jenny, well done, nice feeling isnt it

Born and bred in St Helens I used to go out when I was a teenager dressed whilst still living at my parents.

I now live in the Midlands, happily married with a wife who knows about Emma and who accompanies me to Manchester and Cambridge shopping, dancing and socialising.

Will be out in Leeds on the 5th and Manchester on the 6th with friends.

Now you have been out once, it wont be long before you are out again and then more frequently

Take care

Emma xx

thank you emma
well i'm going out shopping on the 1st with amy and paula in liverpool so the bug has already begun and i am really excited! (to the extent i have already picked out what clothes i am wearing lol)
jenny xxx

Jenny

You are soooo right about your Amy, she,s one in a million !!!.

There,s hope for me yet.

Need to find an older version of Amy !!! lol

Paula X